……..There comes a time in human life,
when you want to explain
how you enjoyed a certain event
or were disappointed by it,
but you can’t.
you just can’t.
you know what you want to say and
why you want to say it
you imagine the conversation countless times
you imagine their replies and responses too,
but you still can’t say it,
seems like the will just left you or that you forgot.
this happens repeatedly
She was going through the same process as well,
she was very much happy
she wanted to say it out loud
she knew exactly how to explain
but when she entered her home
she just couldn’t
as soon as she turned the keys
she felt as if she lost her memories
the feeling she had a few minutes ago disappeared into thin air
along with the words she longed to speak
she wasn’t surprised, for this thing too like others
happened to her many many times, and now
she was just too used to it that she could pretend that
the specific event never happened
she just thought that she deserves this
her one mistake could never defeat the monsters in her head
nor the obstinate stains of terror from her heart and soul
so she as usual, just went through the door and went up to her room
without even saying a word to them
just like that,
just like someone who never existed……….
Cause Her Is Every Girl!!
DISCLAIMER : I DO NOT OWN THE IMAGE !!
I love it *_* cool words of holding it in.the feeling of want to do but couldn’t exactly can be described by this.
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