………………On, one of the brightest days,
She went to the market to get some necessary items,
as she only liked the rainy days,
she didn’t get out much
She saw a beautiful family,
like the weather, smiling brightly
the kids, whom she thought were siblings,
were running around , playing.
seeing how close they were,
she smiled.
They reminded her
of her bonds with others
She,in her opinion,
had this troublesome characteristic.
People say ,
that if you are really strongly connected with someone
if you really love someone,
no matter the distances,
you will not forget them
neither the feelings will change much.
But, the problem was
her feelings were changing,
she began to forget them.
as if they never existed
her feelings for them were
dying.
That, she thought was ridiculous.
cause she knew,
no matter how close she’s with them,
they have a life of their own
and will always have it
So
no matter how close they are,
she must ,
distance herself from them
So,
no matter how close they are
she must not bother them.
Cause,
no matter how close they are,
there are and will be things
that she must not say out loud.
even to herself,
For there is a maze of thoughts.
others can never,
No,
they must not ever
disrupt.
For her,
enclosing those thoughts
was really necessary,
like her life…
For her,
if she discloses them,
it will be like
allowing
nothing to be left within,
Nothing,
that let’s a person live.
At All…………
TheBookWarrior 
The family she saw,is supposed to give her motivation.even she want to distance her from her family,she must nt forget that her family is like this because of her existance.
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It’s supposed to but it didn’t! That is ‘Her’, she lives in the reality. And she is just not denying the facts! 😉
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