……6Am, birds chirping, water running in the kitchen.
Waking up by the voice of her alarm clock,
on one of the important days of her life,
Her mother came to remind her of her interview,
She washed up, got dressed.
Not believing, what she intended to do…..
She went for her interview.
Traffic jam at it’s worse,
while waiting in the car,
she practiced her interview a little
fully motivated…..
Signal opened, she
went on her way again.
Reached the designated office.
Seeing the environment around her,
She felt good…..
after an hour of waiting, they called her
But,
again
to her surprise, she was at her car’s door….
Yes, like many times before….
she, made this unknown decision
And drove to a near-by park,
Without giving her interview….
It was one of the best opportunities she got….
She knew that and remembered it,
But,
even then she didn’t regret it….
She never regretted anything,
For she felt not enough to regret..
It would have been nice
If she felt more
She always thought,
That….
her heart and
her body
were trapped somewhere
and
time passes by she being like that
She was numbly afraid
for she thought…
when
she would not be trapped anymore,
she would drown in the sorrows of regret….
How did she get so numb
over such crucial years?
and why?
Those years which could have made her
a good person,
a mature adult
Ah! It would have been nice
If she felt more….
For even her goals stopped making their presence known to herself…
And for her,
Her goals were life….
Gosh that last line just grasped me and made me think for a minute. So moving! Good one, buddy.
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ha ha ha…..yeh that was the point :D! Thank you pal he he :D!
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sorry, changing and setting the theme!
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It is a journey from reality to within.it is a clear intellectual words to describe this feeling.
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Journey from reality to within . hmm…good way to describe it! (Y)
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